I was guilty. And I thought it would be better if I leave things unreconciled. Di ko rin kasi matignan ng diretso eh. But I really want to make peace with the people I hurt before I leave the school (hopefully, I will). Until this weekend, as if the stars conspired, I had the chance to meet these old friends and able to talk to them. Say sorry and share what happened in more than a year.
It was overwhelming. I said sorry and made peace with the past. Totoo pa lang nakakagaan ng pakiramdam. Parang binitawan mo na ang napakabigat na dinadala mo. It was worthwhile to take the chance to talk to them. People said I should have done that before. But I think it's better to wait. Time heals. Not everything can really be settled in an overnight. And you cannot force everything the way you wanted it to be. Maybe there's really time for everything. Fate finds chances.
Haha. Tagal ko ng di nagsesenti.haha.
I am at peace now. Got lighten up. We may not bring back what was before. And maybe we won't see each other again. But at least now, we've reconciled. Settled. Apologized. Even if I die now, I would die smiling. At peace.
Namaste.
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