THAT'S WHAT YOU GET

I've always believed in the golden rule: do not do to others what you don't want others do to you. Napakasimple lang. And there's this thing called karma. The guardian of the golden rule.

I've heard this slut has learned that there's another mistress aside from her. So I wonder what's the feeling of learning there's another kabit aside from her, when she knows she's the "official" kabit. She was furious when she found that sandofabeach making out with another beach in their live-in house. And she called the legal wife and told about it. This slut was really mad. So what the hell the legal has something to do with it?! The hell she cares! And P!@#$#%^&,, how dare she called the legal and told she's really mad about what she saw?! Damn her, didn't she know that she did that before, and SHE IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE a mistress too?? Now she knows what did the legal wife feel when she learned about that slut and that sandofabeach. Bullsheet to the three of them.

If I have the chance, I'd ask her, "So what's the feeling of a mistress when she learned 'her man' has another mistress aside from her, huh?"

That's what you call karma you b*tch. f*ck you!

LEAVING THE PATAPON LIFE

Ok. So twenty years old na ko. Tanggap ko na.

Two days before my birthday, senti mode ako. Ewan, pero mabigat ang pakiramdam. Siguro dahil 20 na ko. What about my age?

Hindi ko rin alam. Siguro dahil feeling ko sobrang tanda ko na. Hindi na ko teenager. Parang ngayon lang talaga naging big deal ang age ko. Siguro dahil, yun nga di na ko teenager, parang nasa transition ng adoloscence at adulthood (me ganon?!hehe). Parang nasa pagitan na ng pagiging "boy" at "man". Parang nasa pagitan na ng pagiging totoy at mama. Parang nasa pagitan na ng pagiging pakawala at pagiging seryoso na sa buhay.. Ayun na nga siguro. Dapat maging seryoso na. Kasama na ang transition from being a student to being a professional.

Since senti mode ako, I reminisced everything I remember about myself. Who was I before and who am I now. I realized I was and still the happy-go-lucky guy. Masyadong chill at cool. Adventurous at kung anu-ano pa pinapasukan. Kung anu-ano naiisip. Walang balak sa buhay. Hindi iniisip ang bukas. Patapon in short.

Tama nga ate ko. Idealistic talaga pag nasa kabataan pa. Kung anu-ano naiisip. Gusto ng bago at kakaiba. Idealistic. Ganon nga siguro ako kung pagbabasehan lang mga naiisip at ginagawa ko. Kaso di pwede laging ganun. hindi na pwede yung petiks at "bahala na" system. Kelangan magkaroon na ng direksyon ang buhay ko. In few months gagraduate na ko(sana nga). Papasok na ko sa realidad. Sa totoong mundo.

So, enough of the idealistic way of life. It's time to be realistic and deal with the real things, with the real world. Enough living the patapon kind of life. I'm leaving the patapon kind of life right now.

Maybe I should start by setting goals in my life para magkaroon na ng direksyon nga ang buhay ko. Maybe something ideal but realistic to achieve. Something that wouldn't be easy for me to get but still I could (I use "could" instead of "can" for degree purposes. Iba kasi yung level ng pagiging sure ng dalawa). Siguro yung for next ten years muna. When I'm already 30.

Hmm. Ano nga kaya? Umpisahan ko siguro sa matagal ko ng pinapangarap: sariling kotse. Perhaps brand new para mas challenging. Ok lang siguro kung hindi pa BMW X5. By 40s na siguro yun.hehe. A decent, above-average-paying job. O kaya business, kahit hindi pa yung pinapangarap kong talyer. Sariling house and lot o kaya condo sa Manila. Nakapaglibot na, at least kahit sa northern part of Luzon. Me savings na at least 1 million pesos. At hindi pa nag-aasawa. Hmm. Fair enough, I think.

Hmm. Idealistic pa rin kahit papano, pero that's the challenge I think, to have it in the real world. It's the dream of every middle-class person anyway. At least hindi na kasing idealistic ng mga naiisip ko dati.

After ten years, babasahin ko ang blog kong ito. Parang goal assessment ba.

SWEET TWENTEEN

Yuhoo! Twenteen years old na ko!

Yeah right. Di na ko teenager.

So how is my day so far? Hmm. I'm expecting na uulan. Lage naman kasi ganun dati pag birthday ko. Kaya lagi, di na ko nakakapagblow-out. The fact that it didn't rain (so far, as of this moment I am writing this blog) somehow made it special I think.

Medyo makasaysayan ang birthday kong ito kasi 2 decades na ko sa piling ni mother earth. Kaya tingin ko, kelangan ko isulat ito sa journal ko.hehe.

Ano nga ba nangyari sa araw na to?

12:00 am. Sa Klub Bossa ako, kasama si Matet at Jenny para magcountdown.hehe. Ilang beers, beef sisig, magagaling na banda, siksikang crowd, at isang unknown hand na humaplos sa behind ko. Hmm. Magandang panimula sa araw.

Bandang 4am, lumabas na kami at kumain ng mainit na malabnaw na lugaw. Kwentuhan. At nagblow out ng any questions they want to ask na sasagutin ko naman honestly. Ayun, medyo napasubo.hehe.

530am, nagsi-uwian muna kami. Mga 6am na natulog. Este umidlip.

830am ako nagising. Nagmuni-muni. Kumain ng peras. Jumebs. At naligo na kasi balak kong magseat in. 10am na ata ako dumating sa school at nakahabol pa sa activity.

Before 12nn, lumarga na kami papunta kina Baby. Birthday rin kasi niya. Eh, naghanda. Ayun, basta pagkain. Tas binibida pa lagi luto ng nanay niya. Wala ngang masarap na kainin para kay Baby eh. Luto lang talaga ng nanay niya.

130pm na kami nakarating kina Baby. Takteng alikabok at init ng araw. Buti na lang masarap ang luto ng nanay ni Baby. Ang sarap ng handa "namen" ni Baby.hehe. Naubos ko yung grilled squid. sinimot ang crispy pata at kung ano-ano pa. Pagkatapos, nagkantahan na.

230pm tumawag tatay ko. Siyempre, para igreet ako. Nagpasalamat ako. Sabi niya binigyan niya ko pera sa ATM ko, itreat ko daw ate at nanay ko. Natanong niya kung san ako nun. Ayun, sabi ko sa bahay nina Baby. Birthday rin kasi niya eh. Kaya nakikain ako. Binanggit ko rin na makikipagbirthday din kami ng nanay ko mamayang gabi. hehe. Sabi niya, "aba, ang gulang mo na ngayon anak." hehe.

3pm, bumili kami ng ice cream ni Baby. Siyempre, nahiya naman daw ako. Kaya kahit ice cream lang ishare ko sa handa. Kasi nga naman birthday ko rin.hehe. 

6pm na ko nakaalis sa bahay nila. Nakatulog ako sa fx. Kulang na rin kasi ako sa tulog. tas busog pa.

730pm nakauwi ako sa bahay. Nagtampo nanay ko kasi 6pm daw usapan dun sa isa pang birthday na pupuntahan dapat namin. Sayang. Sayang yung pagkain. So naligo na lang ako at naginternet.

10pm, pinanood ko ang video ni Kathryne para sakin. Birthday gift daw niya sakin yun. Natouch naman daw ako.

Teka, wala nga akong nareceived na regalong nasa kahon na nakabalot ng gift wrapper na may card na nakasulat from at to na nakaplastic ng SM. Ganun ba talaga, walang gifts? Kahit si Darling lang na may ribbon sa leeg oh.

So far, just an ordinary day with lots of handa (ng iba). Yeah, lots of foods unlike the other birthdays. No gifts and it didnt rain. Somehow, though just an ordinary day, it is probably the most special birthday I can remember.

So I guess this is how would I end my day: writing this blog.haha. Happy birthday to all those who were born on this date, who are being labored at this day, and who would be born on this day. Rock on! \m/




P.S. I can't help but sigh whenever I see those two numbers: 2. 0. I couldn't still accept that I'm no longer a teenager. How many times did those two numbers ruined my happy mood.haha

KUNG SAN DALHIN NG MANIBELA

July 14, 2009. Isdaan, Gerona, Tarlac.

Biglaang road trip. Napasubo lang. Nauto.hehe.

BLESSINGS IN THESE GUYS

I mean gays.

Nitong mga nakaraaang araw, may narealized ako. Napagtanto ko na kung tutuusin, pabor pala sa akin ang may mga bading sa mundo.

Nababawasan ang mga karibal ko sa mga chicks.

Napansin ko rin na halos sa mga nagiging bading ay yung mga pogi. Mga pogi na hinahanap ng mga chicks. Mga pogi na naghahanap rin ng kapwa pogi. Para sa mga gaya kong di kagwapuhan, kasi cute lang, good news to.Lumaki chance ko sa mga chicks. hehe.

Ngayon, pro gay na ako. I now support gay marriage.hehe.

'COZ THEY ARE WOMEN

From Ericka Lizette's forwarded message:

A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband but a girl can visit only once. There are six floors and attributes of men increase every floor. But once you go up, you can't go back down except the exit.

A woman visited the husband store:

Floor 1: These men have jobs and love the Lord

Floor 2: Men have jobs, love the Lord and love kids

Floor 3: Men have jobs, love the Lord and kids, and good looking

"Wow," the girl said, and she kept going.

Floor 4: Men have jobs, love Lord and kids, good looking and help with the house work

"Oh mercy me, I can hardly stand it" the girl said.

Floor 5: Men have jobs, love the Lord and kids, good looking, help with the house works, and very romantic

She's so tempted to stay but insisted on going to the 6th floor.


Floor 6: YOU ARE VISITOR 4,618, 257. THERE ARE NO MEN IN THIS FLOOR.
This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.

THANK YOU FOR SHOPPING AT THE HUSBAND STORE. PLEASE WATCH YOUR STEPS AS YOU EXIT THE BUILDING.






Women are just like that. That's why most of them have their ideal man. The perfect guy.

Yeah right.

YELLOW

We were just strangers back then
I don't know how it started and when
So fast, it all just happened
What I think is something forbidden.

Everyday for you I constantly fall
It was every of me you staggeringly stole
You just got it all--
My heart, my sanity, my soul.

I don't know how far this can go
It's no ordinary love we both know
But how could I resist such glow,
When in my darkness you shine so yellow?

Yellow - Coldplay

BREWING EVERY NIGHT OUT

I used to slide a Samsung Z720 that comes with 3.0 megapixel dual camera, HSDPA and 3G capable, quite big screen, but HAS NO radio. Now, I flip a Sony W350i that comes with 1.3 single camera, only GPRS capable, a walkman phone, and HAS a radio!

Why?

Coz of Boys Night Out and Brewrats. Life-changing talaga to. Wasak!

Affected by the bobonic plague and now spreading it. Yeah man!