SIX STOPS OF THE BOULEVARD

A glimpse of you I caught
you're beautiful more that I thought.

Out of nowhere our eyes met
my heart beat I'd never forget.

You caught me staring I had to look away
you got me high in your own way.

Parting ways seems to be so hard
I wish for heavier traffic along the boulevard.

The thought of you comes first in the morning
knowing I'll see you again is what keeps me going.

If you'll just give me your hand
I'd love to be your man.


I wrote this without the intentions of showing this to Dada. Kaya lang makulet siya eh.hehe. Sinulat ko and binigay ko after namin manuod ng sine last Dec 9, 2011. New Year's Eve ang title ng movie. Ang di ko makakalimutan eh she's very beautiful that day. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung tama bang umamin ako sa kanya. Mawawala ba siya sakin o me chance na maging kami?

Bakit Six Stops of the Boulevard? It's the Espana Blvd. Up to now, di ko sure kung six nga ba ang traffic lights along Espana.hehe. Everyday after the training, hatid ko siya from Landbank head office in Malate to Welcome Rotonda in Quezon City. I haven't done that yet. Kaiba talaga siya sa lahat.hehe. Kung ano patutunguhan ng panliligaw ko, hindi ko alam. Ang alam ko lang eh, I would love to be her man.

CROSSROADS

Right now, I'm on a good start on my career in a government bank. If I play my cards well, a good future is up for me. Is this really what I wanted? I'm not yet sure. And I guess this what affects my performance on the training. I'm easily distorted. Short attention span. Sleepy head. I can't grasp well on the discussion. Is this really my passion? Or am I just out of focus? Classroom lecture modules are just about to end. OJT and revalida are yet to come. Will I be able to make it at the end? With my attitude right now, I'm not sure.

Ano nga ba talaga gusto ko? All I know why I chose to work for Landbank is that it's a government agency. It's not about the monetary compensation. It's as if I have to return the privilege of free education. And maybe, that nationalistic part of me back in my elementary days that I want to serve the State and the Filipino people.

But what really is my passion? Public service? I don't know. I wasn't raised of that kind of thinking but I would love to be part of the betterment of the country (cheesy, corny, whatever). I must admit, I'm still immature. No concrete plans. Not sure what I really want. Don't know where to go. *sigh*

I love cars. I love to travel (in the Philippines particularly). I want to have my own businesses someday. What would it be, I'm not sure. But it would be nice if it's related to cars or traveling. I want to have my own farm too. Grow different kinds of trees and see my kids playing around them. That's what I'm sure of right now. Right, I just want a simple life.