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I should have written this last week, kaya lang pumunta ako Caramoan kaya di ko na nagawa.hehe

After almost 7 months of the training, we had our Landbank's Management Training Program Graduation last April 25, 2012. Parang kelan lang, kabado ako kung makakasama ako sa program. Then problema kung pano makakasurvive and makapasa on every module we had. And now, the question is what awaits us after the program, and we get deployed on units they decided. But I don't feel much pressure as much as the others feel. Perhaps it's my thinking that we'll be train again anyway. Kung anu man ang ranking ko sa batch, I don't care. Mabuti pa nga eh nakapasa ako. But I know I didn't give my best on the program. I should have exerted more effort as I promised to God when I prayed for my qualification. I'm sorry. I know it's my problem: knowing I'll pass I didn't exerted much effort. I knew I could give much more but I settled on just passing and relaxing. I have wasted a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. It's always like that. I know what's my problem but I didn't do anything about it. Worse, I keep letting that happen again and again.

Oh well, I know the problem. I hope I would be mature enough to change that kind of attitude. I'm 22. I just had a good shot on the start of my career. Of course it's just the end of the beginning. I have so much yet to learn and to prove.